That day you asked me – “why me?”
I’ve already told you – why you – in that “last time” email – remember?
I’ll add something more to it –
I’d literally give you thousands of reasons –
You know – I’m like “molting” – “sloughing” – my liberalism – my liberalistic garb, avatar, mask
(like the the outer layer of the skin of a snake, which is cast off periodically) (proper scientific term is ecdysis)
because of your influence. I’m becoming more and more religious everyday. And, this radical change is from within – not imposed, enforced.
You follow the true religion – you’re sincere and truthful in word and deed.
You’re like my mother: Most pious. Most Righteous. Soft-hearted. Etcetera.
You’ve brought me “into light from darkness” –
You’re my Lightning Bug.
I love you so much. And, I want to marry you.
I know it’s Destiny.
I’m praying. And, I’m patient -- and, it’s like holding a burning coal in my hand.
I love you so much, Saroo. I want to see you once – just a glimpse – before you go away – I don’t mind if I lose my eyesight after that – I don’t mind if I go blind after that. I just want to see you once. Just once. Just once. Just once.
You know -- I don't want anything more in this world -- now: I just want you. I just want you. I just want you. Nothing else.
G’night.